screw this fuck all this shit NO NO NO I can't hear you I'm just typing JUST TYPING it's not real I'm just crazy it's not real it's all in my head WORDS HERE ARE WORDS this time I'm not going to let it in IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.
Please someone talk to me I swear to god I can't breath and they won't leave all the words keep coming everything keeps coming I'm trying to think of things, just stupid things that have happened like the time when I was little and my friend nextdoor was sleeping over and we snuck downstairs and stole ice cream out of the freezer while everyone was asleep. I remember how we hid in the basement, trying to be really really quiet eating ice cream and playing board games and remember. That's never going to happen again, is it? Nothing's ever going to be the same and FUCK it still keeps running through my head.